Hysteria

I swear I never meant to erase you I swear I never meant to do you harm If living is so delicate, my leaving is a tourniquet I'm breathing in the broken window pane Annihilate the only ties I have left to lose A diamond shape, the lattice breaks, I follow In this state of hysteria I can save everything I betrayed Annihilate, the lattice breaks I follow the pain I create Hide my blood in images and Make sense of a false connection like How did I get here? How do I hold on To diamonds in my head and diamonds in my lungs? Annihilate the only ties I have just to lose someone A diamond shape, the lattice breaks, I follow In this state of hysteria I can save everything I betrayed Annihilate, the lattice breaks I follow the pain I create (What I've created as violent) (What I've created as violent) (What I've created as violent) (What I've created as violent) What I've created as violent delights in my head Will have a violent end A broken violent end And I feel fear disintegrate Axis annihilate In crystal clarity Tension pulling me in the shadows