Victory

Who decides who's worthy of fame Most dreams are others' makings Curse blighted Sleep depraved A part of me Integrity Still worth saving Late at night Up naming my fears They burn like hurtful cravings This steady heart is breaking Down I'll earn your respect When I learn I'm finally enough I've made enough friends But every part of me's still numb I gave you my best Am I finally done l've learned to accept That I should've won No surprise my fears learned to wait Return with perfect timing Numbing nights won't stop the pain Breathe it in Weed it out Fuck, it's still trying Double down I consecrate My perfect life The future you hate Glory bound These iron chains Rust but never break I'll earn your respect When I learn I'm finally enough I've made enough friends But every part of me's still numb I gave you my best Am I finally done I've won I've won l've won Victory Suffocating Fighting alone Eliminate the doubt and breathe Learning my success is my own No fangs All broken teeth Half a smile But i know It's enough It's enough It's enough I gave it up Came back to me That little dream is changing I've grown Willing minds Accept defeat Failure's not the future I chose Realize reality's Guided by what's inside of my head I've won I've won again