Cold

Looking back at me, I see that I never really got it right I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win You are the antidote that gets me by Something strong like a drug that gets me high What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold To you, I'm sorry about all the lies Maybe in a different light you could see me stand on my own again 'Cause now I can see you were the antidote that got me by Something strong like a drug that got me high What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold I never meant to be so cold I never really wanted you to see The screwed upside of me that I keep Locked inside of me so deep It always seems to get to me I never really wanted you to go So many things you should have known I guess for me there's just no hope I've never meant to be so cold What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am (is I'm sorry for the way I am) I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold What I really meant to say is I'm sorry for the way I am (is I'm sorry for the way I am) I never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold